Sometimes work seems to take so much energy – mental and physical – that there is not much brain left to blog with.
Someday, I’m hoping it will get better and maybe once again I will have some semi-profound thoughts.
Meanwhile, I am enjoying the warmer weather we are having and the Blue Jay that shows up in my back yard early in the mornings. Maybe I will plant the large urns I picked up cheap at the Co-op. And I did put out my hummingbird feeders so I am ready for them. Hopefully they will show up and grace my yard with their beauty.
Waiting for impression to set, waiting for x-rays to develop.
Playing Scrabulous while waiting.
Now I gotta go.
It is a gray, cold and rainy day. Nice for greening up the ground but too miserable out for the gardening I had hoped for.
Oh well, snuggle up in bed with a book and a warm blanket. Try to nap or something.
And a movie tonight will be perfect.
It is hard to put things into public words when there is so much going on inside. So I don’t say much that seems profound these days. Maybe I can’t cause I am not that sure what is even going on. Life changes. I struggle to keep up or something.
However, on a more down to earth level, we are having a visit from Leo’s brother, Paul. Last night we barbequed for the first time on our new natural gas barbeque and for just about the first time ever, Leo tried his hand at barbecuing. He did not burn the hamburgers! I think his problem is multi-tasking. It seems hard for him to be talking and cooking at the same time. And there are not too many ways to make him shut up – so he pays more attention to his conversation than he does to the state of the cuisine.
We sat a bit around the fire pit in the backyard. ‘Til the girl’s techno dance music drove me upstairs. But they seemed to be having fun.
Then we babysat while the girls went out with friends for more partying. I went to bed with the baby monitor next to me and as far as I know – baby slept and so did I. Until my inner clock woke me at about 4 am. I’ll probably go back to bed and try to get some more sleep but it seems no matter what, I still wake up at the same time.
I guess this is a legitimate prayer. Some days that is all there is energy for.
And David the psalmist seems to have been accustomed to this too. Here, from Psalm 31:22 (NLT):
In panic I cried out,
“I am cut off from the Lord!”
But you heard my cry for mercy
and answered my call for help.
Today the little blighters all cried or screamed. They fought and bit and spit.
Some work got done and some not.
One of those days when I end up exhausted and wondering about the sanity of trying to sedate kids.
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Isn’t it great how the internet latches on to words in our e-mail to suggest sites we might want to visit? You too could be linked to someplace suitable for your old age just by mentioning it in an e-mail.
It is scary that someone out there might need to link up with another active senior by an internet site. Finding friends who like to hike – or whatever sounds a little like an on-line dating service.
And then all the health tips – or promises of some magical potion to postpone the inevitable aging process. Maybe one would need that if they are out there looking for a job in our ageist culture.
Makes me think of my 80ish patient who came in lamenting that she was being forced to retire at last.