I awakened in the middle of the night. It is the worst time for me – 2:30 am. Sometimes when I wake at this hour it seems as if it is a prompting to talk to God about something. But this time it was as if my head was full of stuffing. I think I am just at the limits of the amount of stress I can handle – but who knows. I am still managing to function. There just seem too many things that I am going to have to manage tomorrow – well actually today already.
I did get my new laptop.
And that is good since my son has moved back home for awhile till his marriage gets sorted out and he will need to use the other computers for some of his work.
So David and Kieran are taking over Sara’s room. Kieran will be with him some on the weekends at least and other times too I guess. I came home yesterday and he was so upset. It is hard to go and pick up your child from your wife who you still love deeply and have the fact that something has made her reject you hit you again. He wants to work at restoring their relationship, she doesn’t seem to – at least not yet. Pray for them.