Tonight I have a very special job. This is the first time I have gotten to babysit Kieran. He sits on my knee and is trying to help me with the typing. Actually we are back to the hunt and peck method since he has to be held fairly firmly as he wobbles around a bit still.
He woke up hollering a few minutes ago and I think he is in need of some nourishment or a change of diaper. If it’s not one end it is usually the other!
Well that seems to be taken care of – he was hungry. !!!!! Oh No!!!! I hear some nasty noises coming from the other end. And a funny smell! I think I still remember what that means! Talk to you guys later.
We have been thinking about the transendance of God in our worship gatherings. It seems that a lot of other pople are also thinking along the same lines. I found a couple interesting articles/blogs here and over at Ancient Future Worship.
I think that it would be very hard to enter into prayer without a sense of the transcendance of God. Maybe that is why so many people say they do not know how to pray or experience difficulty spending time with God. Prayer needs to be more than just reciting off a list of wants and wishes and even more than just reciting words of praise. I need to be able to sit in his presence and have him speak to me and then comes this tremendous sense of awe that God “is”, that he is present with us, that he cares.
The use of liturgical forms helps me to focus on God’s presence. Sometimes they are an act of worship in themselves and it removes the focus from me and what my mind is doing to an outside object or act that assists me to contemplate God. And somehow the liturgy, the lighting of a candle, the reading of a Psalm or a prayer carves out a bit of sacred space from the busyness of my ordinary routines more than a rushed prayer as I drive between kids activities or go from patient to patient at work.
Yesterday I got to see most of my kids and at least talk to all of them. I don’t usually do a lot of checking up on them but it seems they know how to find me when they need me.
My daughter called me a few times from Saskatoon – she is still having problems with student loans although she did receive an educational grant the will allow her to get he study assistance she needs. And she found a cheaper place to rent where she will be by herself and won’t have to worry about roommates doing crazy things.
I did the usual driving with my younger daughters after work – to and from activities and to the movies to see the latest Matrix movie. Then to sleepovers.
Christian I saw as he came in and went out. He was off to a David Usher concert and then out with his friends. He stopped long enough to ask if I could drive him to work today since his car is getting repaired.
Dave and Annette came over and worked on their slide presentation for their wedding next weekend. We went over what we all have to get done today as we prepare for that. I hope I don’t have an exhausted daughter-in-law.
And then I had to call Patrick about the forms that he hs to fill out for his ID card since he is a landed immigrant and will need to travel next summer. He and Christian will need it to get back into Canada. New rules!
And then Eric called. This is why.
He was hunting just north of town and was at his mother-in-laws farm. They had no camera and he had just gotten a nice large deer. He has to have pictures to send back to his hunting friends in Africa. Does a hunter hunt for meat or for glory? They will have lots of venison for the winter and he promised me some deer sausage (if I pay to have it made).
And I am on call and having another spouseless week-end. Leo is away trying to supplement the family coffers at a neighboring town where the doctors need coverage so they can get away for a weekend.
And I just got called so will have to work for awhile this afternoon.
It’s going to be a busy day again.